I’ve touched both the sky and the depths of a fiery hell, fire licking at a strained heart, pushed to the limit with a pendulum of emotions. I have swung high up on a high wire with no net, and stuck my tongue out in glee, catching those snowflakes of happiness, icy with promise; pricks […]
I remembered why I fell in love with you in the first place. And it was clear as day.
So many in draft, covering up so much, offering a free space where none exists. The hurt is clear, the way forward not, bringing tons to surface, where nobody should exist. So much ‘I don’t know’, ripping out a heart, in this free world, where love should exist.
Campaigning for your time is really difficult. I am not equipped for this, I know not what the term limits or expense guidelines are. I reach for you only to have my hand slapped away, and reeling in hurt and confusion,
Today was the icing on the cake. Jack McCoy died. Jack McCoy has been in my possession since last year in October/November when Austin and I were in South Carolina. He moved us from SC to Los Angeles to come help out a pal and we ended up staying. He had been faithful, only hiccuping […]
Teetering on the edge, stuck between letting go and falling forward. On one hand, betting on blind faith in the face of silence and one-liners. On the other hand, betting on self-preservation, because of silence and the fading. Limbo.